And suddenly, I'm going to another mission trip, to 四川. It's hard to describe how I suddenly came to this decision. However, in retrospect, I realize that this is the trip I meant to go 1 1/2 year ago. As my tasks in fellowship wind down for the year, this opportunity came up. However this time is not me who want to go, somehow I feel it is God who is leading me there this time. As soon as I took that step, doors started to open, cheap air fair, my last minute holiday approval, ...etc. If I have to choose, I probably wouldn't choose this trip myself, but now He has chosen it for me, I will embrace it.
I am worried about my language, and I'm worried that I'll get overly anxious about the way things get done there. My mind set is so different from 1 1/2 year ago now. I just tried to watch a Mandarin news report now, I cannot understand any of the important part of the sentence! Also I really don't know how well I can work with this team. But somehow, these all make sense. Whenever you think you are capable, that's an indication you're not ready. But when you think you are inadequate, that is God's timing that you should start sailing.
Yeah, I heard it from Owen about you joining the trip. Good!
ReplyDeleteWhen will you be leaving? We will pray for you. Do you know what will you mainly be responsible for? I heard that you will got a chance to go to Dong Guan for a few days as well.
God knows what I'll be doing, guess I'd have to be prepared for anything.
ReplyDeletefor that many unknown and worries, you can only rely on God. This is an experience for you to experience HIM.
ReplyDeletePray for you.