Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Oregon


Just came back from coastal Oregon. I really didn't expect anything from this trip at first, in fact I wasn't sure if I really want to go until the last minute. Turns out it was full of wonderful surprises! 6 motorcycles head out to do the 101 hwy road trip along US coast, east of the sun, west of the moon.

After 700km and 1 speeding ticket (not mine) we arrived at Pacific City where we planned to stay for the night. Out of everyone surprises, we found a vacation house rental called Shorepine, 2 stories house, with plenty of room to fit all 7 of us, for only $200 a night! This place is like a paradise, right beside the long sandy beach, stretch out beyond the eye could see. It's so good we decided to go no longer and stay there to enjoy life for the next 2 days. The next day we decided to continue south to enjoy the beautiful roads and sceneries, just relax and enjoy life. Then head back to the beach and play more.

I met lots of new nice friends, this was an amazing trip.

Pictures!


Saturday, May 10, 2008

to Korea

So I think my next trip will be Korea. It may not be the most exotic destination, but somehow I've always wanted to experience their culture. When I read up on the tour guide book, there really isn't one place that one must visit in Korea, but I really wanted to check out the DMZ, how one nation is divided, and take a peek at the mysterious North Korea, or even take a day guided tour there if possible. I think I'll spend a day in the prayer mountain, where lots of people have found revolution in their life there. There's an old fortress called Haemi in which many catholic missionaries got executed during 18th century. Of course there are also all the foodie goodies! There's the 300km/hr train that would be nice to try. Probably spend a day in a hot spring. Then probably spend a few days relaxing in the beautiful Jeju Do, where many movies took location.

I think the biggest challenge in this trip would be the language, especially outside Seoul. That's why I'm busying watching Korean lesson videos now. Amazingly someone uploaded a whole 60 series up to youtube. I'm up to lesson 13 now :)
http://www.youtube.com/user/ruthnp75

The flight ticket is much more expensive than before now! I hope I'll have enough money!

Monday, March 31, 2008

Into the Wild



When I first saw the trailer it really caught my attention, because I feel the main character Christopher McCandless seems to be someone I wanted to be like; to abandon the civilized world, to be absolutely free from all the men-made things. At one time I did fantasized myself doing just that, only difference is that I didn't have the gust. In a way I'm like Christopher, always like to go to places I've never been to, whether the local bike trails, or a place far far away. I didn't know this movie is actually a real story..

Christopher grown up in a dysfunctional family. After graduation, he decided to abandon his family, his past, gave away all his money, changed his name, and became a hippie. He traveled with no money, or a vehicle. He pushed his luck, and finally decided to go to Alaska with only some camping gears, a beg of rice, a rifle, and without a map. He found an abandoned bus, and stayed there for 112 days, before he eventually died of starvation, at age 24. Some people romanticized Christopher's odyssey and looked up to him as hero. The abandoned bus became a tourist attraction. At the same time some people say he was simply running away from his personal problems, and eventually ran out of luck.

A few quote from the movie which really touched me..

The old man said to Christopher:
The bits and pieces I've put together, you know, what you've told me about your family. Your mother and dad. And I know you got your problems with the church too, but there's some kind of bigger thing that we can all appreciate. And it sounds like you don't mind calling it God. But when you forgive, you love. And when you love...God's light shines on you.

Christopher reading a quote from a book, when at the end he realized he should not pretend to be someone else anymore and decided to use his real name to write a goodbye note before he died.
She rediscovers the purpose of her life: to grasp the meaning of the earth’s wild enchantment, to call each thing by its right name, or to give birth, out of a love for life, to those who could.

At the end when he was dying and suffering all alone, Christopher wrote in the book he was reading:
happiness is only real when its shared

At the end, the movie says that he finally realized the importance of love, and God's light did shined on him at the end. But it was all too late. He was trapped in the wilderness, all alone, and eventually died without seeing his loved ones again.

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Aftermath

The 13 days in Cambodia really felt like a whole month of traveling. So much was done, so much stuff I've seen, so little time to absorb.

When I arrived at HK, I remember when I see the real Burger King sign at the airport, it never felt so good seeing that sign. I felt I've finally came back to a place where I'm familiar with. However, that good feeling soon was replaced by the weary feelings from the over crowded city jammed with people, cars, and smog. Not only that, all the glamorous and gorgeous looking cars, buildings, clothes, people, and other materialistic things, have corrupted my spirit. I've been back to HK many times but somehow, this time was the most depressing. It was most depressing when every time I looked out to Victoria Harbor, there were heavy smog blocking the entire view on the other side.

Luckily, thanks to Wai Ho and Galex, I went to 2 fantastic worship places. In both places I felt the presence of the Holy Spirit. I had a wonderful worship time, and as well continued to meet some amazing people. In particular a worship place in Central, I still really miss it! It's a really small place, but the atmosphere was really warm. I was a total stranger alone there, but I didn't really feel like one. I don't know if everyone there realized what gift has God given to them, I really hope they would treasure it, so when the next time I go back it would still be there.

Even though I had a great time at the worship, not long after I went back out to the street, all the noises have taken over me again. In HK I realize it's really hard to be a good Christian. As well, once you're on the street, you'd never be able to stop and rest, because everything is constantly moving. There's no place for you to sit and catch your breath.

All these feelings have stayed with me long after I came back to Canada, with the long jet lag, and the busy Christmas holiday that followed. Not until about a week ago, did I start feeling fully recovered. After I came back, even though the Lord was still constantly showing me stuff, I felt I've lost something after my trip to HK, and that I have distanced with Him, comparing to my state right before my trip. The Lord picked me back up with the book: John Sung's (宋尚節) Diary. (Thanks so much Fiona!) Hopefully I can share more about that book later on! It's a really powerful testimony that Dr John Sung has.

Anyway, lesson learned, one really needs quiet time to be alone with the Lord to continue to have strength from Him.

Well, that's all for my trip to Cambodia. It really was a trip of a life time, and I Do want to go back. It's been almost a month of writing about it now, and I shall stop now. I hope I didn't waste people too much time to read, or maybe people already gave up reading :p Anyway thanks for all the prayers and support and the chance to share my story! Until next time, so long Cambodia.

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Conclusion

The next day Saren was nice enough to come extra early to drive me to the airport for the early flight to go back to HK. At the airport, I had plenty of time to reflect on my last 13 days in Cambodia.

In all these time I have been so blessed by the Lord, seeing and doing so much things that many would never be able to see. As well, I felt the Lord has been with me all the time protecting me and showing me His way. I remember when I left Vancouver, I was having a bit of a cold. When I got off the plane, the cold was completely gone! On the plane, when a woman was coughing, I prayed to the Lord to heal her so that she won't spread the germs around, and then she never coughed again on the whole trip. When I left Vancouver, I've been having some stomach issues, but when I arrived at Cambodia, I didn't even have travelers diarrhea! It was completely the opposite when I went to Taiwan 1 year ago. And when I arrived, I hardly had any jet lag. When I came back, my jet lag didn't go away for more than a week! While traveling, I've had so much street food and even iced beverages, but I've never had any problem, until I ate in a fancy restaurant. When I took the malaria pills, I never had any side effects. In Kampot, when I went to the washroom outside in the morning, there were dozens of mosquitoes flying around in it, but I've never gotten any bite the whole 15 or so minutes there, for 2 mornings. All of them flew around and near me, but they never took any bite. I thought at the time that mosquitoes don't eat breakfast, but when I came back and searched on the Internet, I found out that they are most active during night and early morning! After that at another town, I had my legs all bitten even when I had DEET on and mosquitoes burner on. At all time I never had any problem with my belongings. At one time I even forgot my watch at the massage place, but the lady actually brought my watch back to me! There might have been so many other things that God protected me that I don't even realize! I believe this is the result of so many people prayed for me, and the Lord's way of showing me, I'm nothing but completely vulnerable without Him, but with Him, and in His will I could do everything!

At the airport, first I was quite tired because it was so early, but as I listened to 陳綺貞's 旅行的意義 and 陳昇's 航班116, the mood started to come in heavily. At the waiting area, I wrote this poem reflecting my thoughts on Cambodia, its people, and the missionaries helping there:

Your smile is so beautiful
Your eyes are so lovely
An innocent and kind look on your face
But your love is hindered
trapped in the reality
also known as poverty
My tears felt for you
My heart broken in search for an answer
In this mind boggling jigsaw puzzle,
I'm lost
I Became you

I want to remember your smile
I want to remember you eyes
I want to remember your every bit of kindness
I don't want to remember your sadness
I don't want to remember your hardships
I don't want to remember all the locked up doorways in your prison
So that I can have a light spirit
So that I can search for my own dreams
But I've became you now
I'm here to stay with you
As my soul wakes up
I'll smile with you, cry with you
Hopefully one day, our affections will move the doorways
Our love will touch the doors
Our smile will unlock the doors
So you can be released
So you can fly up so high

Saturday, January 5, 2008

Siem Reap

The next morning, I took the bus to the final leg of my journey, Siem Reap. Everything went smoothly, as promised by the girl at the guest house. This time the bus was much better, and I had a nice journey. I even got to see the legendary deep fried black spider on the way! Strangely this is one of the things I really wanted to see in Cambodia. The bus arrived at Siem Reap 2 hours late, but my tuk-tuk driver waited me there faithfully. His name is Saren. The next 2 days I continued to hire him for my temple tour. He asked me to tell my friends about him so I'll put his email here: (phuthsaren@hotmail.com).

When I arrived it was night already. As Saren took me to the guest house, the street was still ordinary as in Cambodia. But as soon as we crossed the river, everything changed. It became like a European town. Everything was illuminated. For the first time I saw westerners walking on the street at night. For the first time I saw public telephone booth. For the first time I saw big water fountains in front of nicely renovated hotels. For a moment I thought I wasn't in Cambodia anymore. This is what most tourist coming to Cambodia will see, a nicely decorated front yard with all the glamorous westerners would look for. But most will never see what's inside the house, or even the backyard.

I arrived at Golden Temple Villa Guest House, the nicest one I've stayed in Cambodia. For $15 I had A/C, hot shower, nicely decorated room, free Internet, even free massage! The only thing is that it's located in a dark back street. With all the camouflages surrounded me, I relaxed myself. That night I went to the tourist street and ate at the Amok restaurant recommended by Lonely Planet and ordered the amok fish. It was the most good looking meal I've had in my trip, at the same time I didn't pray to eat, For the first time in my trip, my stomach gave up. Even though I was still able to go out for my tour the next couple of days, I've missed lots of chances to try different food.

Next morning I met Saren again, and he took me to my first day of the temple tour. First stop, Angkor Wat, one of world's seven wonders, the national symbol of Cambodia, and the biggest temple in the world. I was really excited, because this is the place where it all started; this is the place that made me wanted to come in the first place. When I finally got there, after all these travelings, it didn't disappoint me at all. The sheer size of it just overwhelmed me. It was early in the morning, shortly after sun rise, after most of the sun rise tourists have finished their tour. I was at the east main entrance. The sun was rising up just over the top of the temple far away, where the morning haze blurred its view a little bit. Moat surrounding the entire temple, with trees reflecting from the still water. It is like a huge castle. I tried different ways of taking pictures of it, but my limited photographic skills just can't get that feeling into it. Or really maybe it's something that one has to be there to experience it. The feeling started to settle down though as I walked around the temple, seeing all the tourists, people selling souvenirs, paid washrooms, and all the construction signs. As glorious as Angkor Wat is, it is not built for anyone but supposedly the resident for a god. After one wall then another, you'd finally come to a small tiny room which was not made for man, but the god itself. Most of the temples in Angkor have the exact layouts, only differ in sizes. Their gods' residents were nicer and bigger than any of the people's, but sadly they didn't protect them at all.

When planning my trip to Angkor, I was hoping that I could have some quiet and peaceful time alone in a temple ruins. However, turns out it was absolutely impossible because there are just too many tourists nowadays at Angkor, especially December is supposed to be their peak season. Finally I came to a less popular temple where it was more quiet. At Ta Keo I sat at the top of the temple for about 20 minutes. Even though I felt people were walking behind me and that I was blocking one of the better view, that was the best I could do to fulfill my plan. Walking between less crowded temples in the woods though did give me a sense of lone, solo, exploration feeling, which I did want to experience.

After walking climbing most of the day, temple after temple, I was ready for a break. I grabbed an iced coconut, hopped on Saren's tuktuk, and he offered to take me to the flooded forest. It was something I wanted to see, but thought I would never have the time. For $20, I had the whole boat and I went on to the river tour. 'Wet' was the name of the captain for my boat, kind of a worrisome name for a boat captain. Luckily I didn't get wet that day. It was interesting to see trees grew underwater. The river dry up in dry season, which gave the trees chance to grow. It would be more interesting if we have gone to the smaller streams, but the boat was too big.

After the first day at Angkor, it was fulfilling to see all the temples, but at the same time I was so tired from all the noises from people selling souvenirs. In every temple entrance there were people calling for you desperately, trying to get your attention to buy their stuff. They only know enough English to sell the stuff, so you'd always hear the same words. They called out in a way that seems like they want you to help them out by buying their souvenirs. At the end of the day, in my mind all I could hear was their voices, asking me to help them. At the same time I kept myself from buying anything from them 'cause I know for sure they would charge me more. I became paranoia. But as I later found out, in some street side sales further away from the temples, they actually sell stuff at the same price or cheaper than in the city. I regret later not buying from the them, in which I could have helped them out a bit.

Another scene that bothered me was at the river tour, I saw a Vietnamese kid, forced by his mom, to carry a snake and a picture to ask people to take picture with him for money. The kid was crying, and her mom looked very desperately, probably worried about her kid, but at the same time wanted to get people's sympathy so that they can get some money. It sadden me to look at them, but at the same time I knew not to give them money 'cause that would only encourage them to get money this way. That sadden me even more. Simultaneously her other 2 kids were playing nearby, dancing and shouting. They looked happy and innocent, they were saying something as they jumped around. As I listened more carefully, they were saying "One Dollar". My heart dropped. Their parent has taught them to beg. The only English their parent taught them was something to used for begging, and they were saying it not even knowing what it really means. Poverty is a very complicated issue, that can't be solved by simply giving money. It's a whole-person issue. I really hope that one day people like them can regain their dignity and not have to beg again.

At night Saren offered to give me a free ride to take me to a buffet/Apsara dance restaurant, by doing that he could also get a free dinner. I thought to myself, why not, so I took the offer. Turns out it was a mistake. I went in without asking how much, and of course, and I've made the same mistake again. My eyes dropped when I saw the bill. The whole meal 'caused me $17 and I had only 2 dishes because my stomach wasn't fully recovered. Plus the Apsara dance wasn't particularly good. Anyway, at least I get to see where all the big tours would go to. The food tastes just like any Oriental buffet.

Next day I continued on my temple tour with Saren. Because of a good night sleep, I was more energized and the day was more enjoyable. Saren even told me a little bit about his life. 2nd day we went to temples further from the main area, and we came to an area, where I see lots of signs with different country flags, stating so and so from which country donated this house, or helped built this well. When passing by, in more than a few occasions, little kids would wave at foreigners like me traveling in a tuktuk. At first I felt quite awkward, but after a few more, I just went with it and waved back. I guess that town really has received lots of genuine help from outside that they wanted to show their gratitude by expressing their welcome to foreigners.

As the tour came to an end, so did my Cambodian adventure. Our tuktuk slowly drove back to the guest house. As we drove by some of the temples again, I felt that I would really miss this country, and I really wondered if I could ever have the chance to come back again. Even though in the last few days I was so tired from all the hikes, and from my diarrhea, plus all the travelings made me feel I've been away for so long, that I felt it was time to go back, suddenly I felt I didn't want to. I felt I could spend another week just to wander around and keep on discovering. I know I'll miss all the faces, all the cheap food and beer, all the magnificent sceneries, and all the wonderful people I've met that some of them I know I'll never be able to see them again.